11 Apr Parshas Shemini – What are you Offering?
Parshas Shemini-5768(r14)
What are you Offering?
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In the final Parshas of Shemot (the book preceding Vayikra) we are commanded to build the Mishkan, the Tabernacle. In the book of Vayikra, we are told how to use the Mishkan which includes the bringing of the Korbonos (Offerings or Sacrifices) to G-d.
Until the destruction of the Second Temple, when the shechina (G-d’s abundant Light) rested close upon us, the ceremonies of the Korbonos were performed. The spiritual impurities that exist in today’s world do not allow us to engage in this ceremony; however there are other ways in which we can accomplish a closer relationship to G-d.
A Korbon is often translated as ‘a sacrifice’ but is more accurately translated as ‘a close maker’ or ‘to come close’. Through the process of Tshuva (to return), a process of returning to a spiritually purified state, we can come closer to G-d. The Korbon is a mechanism of Tshuva (to return).
A korbon (sacrifice or offering) is a representation …. a mechanism and conduit of a sacrifice of our ‘own self’ in some way (as defined by the particular korbon).
We could say that because we don’t currently have the mechanisms of the Beis HaMikdash- The Holy Temple available for the Korbon ceremony, we are not currently required to perform the korbon ceremony. So, it important to know that the available process of Tshuva we have today to bring about a Tikun (a rectification) then depends on ; prayer, mitzvot and refining ones character. These contain all the mechanisms we need today to accomplish the goal of bringing about the necessary Tshuva, Tikun and the Final Redemption. In these, there does exist an effective mechanism of Korbon (offering/sacrifice) as the process of ‘coming closer’ to G-d.
The Korbon
In Parshas Shemini (Shemini is ‘8th-eighth, which represents the transcending of the physical world of ‘7 ’[the natural world]). The Mishkan is inaugurated by Aaron and his sons through the ceremony of the Korbonos. They are commanded to bring Offerings/Sacrifices to the Alter which include the tail, organs, diaphragm, blood and the fats.
As the commandment of the Korbon appears in Parshas Shemini-Chpt 7;
1. And this is the law of the guilt offering. It [the offering] is a Holy of Holies.
2. They shall slaughter the guilt offering in the place where they slaughter the burnt offering; and it’s blood shall be dashed upon the altar, around.
3. And all of its fat he shall offer from it: the tail and the fat covering the innards,
4. And the two kidneys [along] with the fat that is upon them, which is on the flanks, and the diaphragm with the liver; along with the kidneys he shall remove it.
5. And the Kohen shall cause them to [go up in] smoke on the altar as a fire offering to the Lord. It is a guilt offering.
The Inner significance of the Elements of a Korbon;
·The Blood – dam , represents the will. One ‘comes close’ to the Alter to spray the blood
at the sides of the Alter and placed upon the horns of the Alt
· The Choice fats – chelev, the fat that covers the inward (on the kidneys, diaphragm, liver) represents pleasure of this world, and the inner dimension or second category of Choice Fats which are the…
· The Choicest of Choice, alyah (tail of animal), represents ‘pleasure of pleasure’,
spiritual pleasure. Even this we surrender to G-d in a process that will then allow G-d to grant us greater humility and an even closer relationship to G-d.
‘When a person brings a Korbon it is as if he is offering himself as a sacrifice.’
The Light of Torah as it shines to the Nations of the World-
Torah and Judaism set the benchmark for righteous living in this world. We need to know how the ‘Light of Torah’ has and may continue to effect the rest of the world, and what can we learn from the many millions of people that have received the Light of Torah? After all, a good teacher also learns from his students.
In understanding Tshuva as a process of returning to a closer relationship with G-d, and the Korbon as a mechanism to ‘come closer’ to G-d, we can see how properly elevating our transgressions to become ‘rectified mitzvoth’ is an essential part of that process of righteous living, and how then the Light of Torah shines in the world to help others rectify their ways.
The 12 Step program of Alcoholics Anonymous (‘AA’) is a program of recovery holding within it a process of Tshuvah and the Light of Torah. It has helped millions upon millions of people and has been adapted to help an array of unmanageable behaviors bringing to its followers a program of righteous living. There is a powerful connection in the 12 Step program that reflects the teachings of Hilchos Tshuva -Laws of Tshuva of the Rambam. It should be noted that the 12 step program is not a substitute for the Torah connection that a Jewish nishama (soul) requires.
STEP 3 of AA-
The third (3rd) step , is referred to as the ‘surrender’ step and reflects the understandings of Humility, a necessary trait to acquire in the process of Tshuva, Tikun and the Korbonos. Insights of Step 3 continue…
STEP 3- Turned my will and my life over to the care of G-d as I understood HIM. (AA)
This merits closer examination;
- ·To turn ones will…, suggests that I must turn or redirect my will and align myself with G-ds will. We would call this ‘Tshuva’, to turn or return to our lives in a righteous G-dly direction.
- …my will.., as we have discussed in the ceremony of the Korbon, the Korbon and ‘I’ are as one. ‘When a person brings a Korbon it is as if he is offering himself as a sacrifice….I am offering myself.’ Therefore I must be present in myself, devoid of ego, honest and humble, and I must begin to Trust and have Faith in G-d (a Greater Being) if I am effectively going to be able to surrender (offer my-being) to G-d. Here, I am offering myself up to G-d; my will…my being, my ‘self’ which because of my transgression(s) has caused me to be distanced from G-d. This relates to the Blood of the Korbon we discusses earlier.
- …and my life… as it relates to my life in the physical world of physical pleasures with the understanding that the pleasures of this world have taken me out of this world and have affected my service to G-d. There exists a paradox in that all that is physical is here for my pleasure, but that pleasure, although may be experienced physically is to be recognized as a spiritual pleasure that bring me closer to G-d, my Higher Power in my service to Him. This is true and dependent on our free will. If I use all this world has to offer in a positive way… by serve G-d, myself and others in an elevating and appropriate way, I will affect positive change. However, if my free will and all that this world has to offer is used inappropriately, the pleasure gained will be detrimental to my spiritual and often physical state of being. These are related to the Fats as discussed earlier
- …to the care of G-d…refers to the inner dimension of pleasure, the alyah-tail of the Korbon. This dimension known as the ‘pleasure of pleasure’ and is associated with emunah or ‘simple faith’. Even this, our ‘simple faith’… we surrender to G-d our spiritual pleasure in what becomes like an ‘exchange’ to a higher level of faith. When we surrender our faith (our spiritual pleasure) to G-d, it can then come back to us even greater. This is the highest level of surrender, and a level of truly giving ones life to the care of G-d.
Every person is a piece of G-d…. as an individual and as an integral part of something greater than ones self. The closer we come to G-d, the greater our clarity becomes in believing and knowing the Goodness of His love and His care for me.
- …as I understood (understand) HIM. The experience of G-d may be experienced as a continuum. The two words ‘understood’ and ‘understand’ are both written here for the purpose of this explanation. It is important to remember that when written as ‘understood’ refers to the past tense, and when written as understand, it is present tense. The present tense refers to a relationship with G-d ‘at this point in time’. It is a point in time we may feel we are close to G-d’s reality. The process of the Korbon and the 12 Step program is a process of coming closer, bringing one closer to living ‘in the moment’ or perhaps more accurately, closer to living in G-d ’s reality. A relationship with G-d is a process in which we grow closer to increasingly come to believe and know G-d.
As we may read again…
STEP 3- Turned my will and my life over to the care of G-d as I understood HIM. (AA)
This 3rd Step of ‘surrender’ is key to acquiring a ‘closer’ connection to G-d in a ‘process’ in which one can acquire the trait of Humility (and Sincerity -Hod) through a process of nullification -bitul (and or self deprecation -shiflut) of one’s own will (ego). This is imperative in having a closer relationship with G-d. A person who wants to transform and elevate his transgressions must subjugate himself and his will… his body, mind and soul to G-d.
It is in the process of the Korbonos (sacrifice/offerings) and the resulting elevated connection to G-d, we can experience the Light of Torah and it’s positive effect on ourselves and the world today. With the process of Tshuva, as we also can also reflected in the 12 Step Recovery Programs, is the ability of evolution, transformation and elevation by coming closer to G-d as in the ceremony of the Korbon of the Torah.
OH YES, we have no Korbonos…
Although we do not have the Holy Temple today to be able to perform the ceremony of the Korbonos, we do still have the available mechanisms in it’s place to come closer to G-d through the process Tshuva and the bringing about of a Tikun (rectification) by elevating ourselves and the world from a deficient state of our thoughts and actions. We do this through the mechanism mitzvot, prayer, and the learning and living of Torah. This enables us us to come closer to G-d until such time as Mashiach arrives and the ceremony of Korbonos will once again be resurrected.
Have a great Shabbos,
Leib Getzel (Lawrence) Lax
Addictions and Counseling (Hnrs)
www.lawrencelax.com
lawrenceJlax@gmail.com